DELTON DEAL: There is no right way to do death. There's no graceful way to have your heart just ripped out. There is no correct way to be angry at God who feels silent. So you know, we want there to be rules so we can feel in control. You know, I've learned through time that death is lawless. It's the hardest, most brutal journey a human can take. And no, you didn't fail because you couldn't save him. You didn't fail because you were angry. You didn't fail because you had to plan for the end while he was still fighting for the beginning. You know, at the end of this, there's no solving the journey of death. We all live long enough, we're all gonna get there, but there are is this raw bleeding courage of staying until that very last second. And here's the thing, if you're broken, let yourself be broken. There's no other way to be when you're losing your world.