DELTON DEAL: Let's talk about something that I surely don't like to talk about, or to admit, anger. Not the small kind. I'm talking about the deep-rooted anger, the kind that feels justified. The kind that makes you want to act, the kind that makes revenge feels reasonable. Revenge feels like justice. Now I've been there. I lived there for a long time. There was a time when I wasn't thinking about healing. Hmm. Yeah, I I was thinking about, I wasn't thinking about forgiveness. I was thinking about balance and making something even. And yeah, I went even for I'm a Second Amendment guy. So I went as far as, you know, buying a gun, not for protection, not for sport, but for something much darker, much more sinister than that, because that's how deep and painful this phone call was that I received. I'm not sure I was thinking at all. And it's a hard thing to say out loud, but it's truth. That's where I was mentally. That's how far the pain had pushed me.